so i have this kinda habit.
I have this so called low self esteem.
whenever I get not-so-good result, I will be silent for awhile.
I don't talk to anybody. but if they asked me, i will still answer it.
i just wanna separate myself and being in my world for a little while.
I know that some of my friends maybe feel not good with me whenever I act like this.
I feel like all of them are laughing at me.
I feel like they are looking down on me.
I just don't know why I have this kind of thoughts.
hmm I think I should write back on this blog because I know this is the only medium I can express my feelings.