I'm started to feel stressful .

everything's started to mess up .

when I called my mom just now , suddenly the tears were rushing out and fell down on my cheeks .

even I have problems , I'll try my best to keep it as a secret from my mom .

it's okay khadijah , it'll take short time and then everything will be over .

Ya Allah , please give me strength :( I have to face it no matter what . Amin.